Yuh know...

It is strange feeling when I re-read past thoughts. Because I got the feeling out, I can not even remember how I was feeling at that time. That is good.

Yuh know...

I love to kiss, but I dunno about the licking the ear thing. Lol. I glad that you like me so much to stick your tongue in my ear, but what de hell you getting from that. It aint really doing me anything. Lol. Just wetting up my ears. Lol

*Added*

G, he loves to lick ears.

It is yours to keep

I can understand why a person would have secrets. I, myself, would have my secrets. I have no problem sharing though. I just choosy with what I am sharing. The best person that can keep a secret is yourself. The secret can never slip unless it set free from your lips.

However, I do not like to know people business before they tell. Seriously, if a person did not tell me something, I do not believe the hearsay, until that person tells me for themselves. I would not even hint to them unless information is coming from different sources.

Locked

I am in a locked state. The key isn't lost, but I don't know where to find. In time my mental will be back to where it was. Time and music, I will regain.

I am content with my life. I know that some things take time, and I have no problem waiting. I hate to rush and be rush. I am thinking generally about people these days. How some people what everything their way, no questions asked about the other person consideration. That is a nasty way to be.

I am still living by my goal for life: to have a simple life that I am pleased with. At the end of the day, I have to make sure I am happy. Even if I have my problems, it is mines to carry alone. Probably why I locked down my expression for so long. To a point that I can not even recall my original reason for my locked state.

Linking from a past thought

From my last post, I am still at a stand-still. Literally, I kept my thoughts within me, let it cloud my thoughts when I am alone. I did not want to express myself nor did I try. I punish myself for some reason, I don't know.

However, as much I did not want to express myself, I have been listening to music constantly.

Much have not changed, at least that is what I think.

I liked a guy named J.

It have a guy name G that likes me very much.

I am still working.

Hoping soon to enrolled in school again.

Here and Present

Well, at least somewhat present. I am on auto-pilot for some months now. Maybe even close to a year. I am in cloud presently, trying to understand what is life. The reasons for the ups and the downs. The reasons for lost of close friends. Just to understand and make peace with my thoughts. I am being haunted by thoughts that would not leave me.